January 2012
23 posts
untiethisrope:
I’ll be okay.
“I wish I wasn’t a girl who needed so much, but a little free creature that slept...”
– Francesca Lia Block (via selfinspiration)
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My heart hurts. Give me dreams with demons and murders and shadows that give me a fright and gore and fear. But please make the ones where he doesn’t want me go back again. A dream where you won’t touch me, not really, shouldn’t matter. The comfort you tried to give later shouldn’t get to me so. Pointing to a lovely house, though abandoned, you gave me a smile....
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More dreams. I don’t know why they’re back. I don’t want them. The world can have them. They don’t mean anything. Even if I so desperately want them to. I’m still clinging to an idea. I miss you. Stupidly, foolishly, painfully, endlessly. I don’t need the reminders every morning.
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I woke up with dreams that made me wish you loved me all over again. I don’t know how to do this, even now, when it’s long past overdue. I have the feeling I will always wake up wishing for you.Wishing I could be what you wanted, needed, longed for. Wishing for the impossible. Wishing for you.
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I find myself pulling in again. No appetite, No words. No feelings aside from ones I wish to push out. I can’t look past what I shouldn’t want. A new year, and I’m already embracing Neil Gaiman’s message and making mistakes. Plenty of them. But they’re the wrong kind. They aren’t toward anything new. I’m lost. I’m sad. It’s words trapped within...
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talkplaylove asked: Tag, you're it! Here are the rules: Each tagged person must post ten things about themselves. You have to go and choose ten people. Go to their blogs and tell them you tagged them. :)
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I don’t want to be sad anymore.
December 2011
14 posts
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“May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope...”
– Neil Gaiman
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Indifferences Lay Waiting by Sherman Downey...
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Two years
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messy, messy girl
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Tonight I’ll sleep in the moonlight
“Expectation is the root of all heartache.”
– William Shakespeare (via saddest-summer)
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I have this strange, unfounded belief that if I actually survive from now until New Years, I will be free of everything. I am also well aware of the feeling that it is not intuition, it’s just silliness. And that it will be quite different.
I know it will not be some switch that turns my life back on. I will not be magically over or unhurt by my ex. I will not know what I want. I will not...
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lady pilot: “Some of us were born in the... →
bluelikejazz:
I don’t want to write a research paper about the Spirituality of Appalachia.
I want to write poems about the spirit of Appalachia. About how I watched my Granny Fannie burn a shoe after killing the season’s first snake. About the way my river covered my naked body like an elegant silk gown and how it’s watery banks gave my tired, blistered feet muddy glass slippers. I want...
“No matter how careful you are, there’s going to be the sense you missed...”
– Chuck Palahniuk (Invisible Monsters)
November 2011
46 posts
Watchdancersdelirium:
My latest hoop video :] Special thanks to Corey Redfield and his film class for making me their guinea pig!
Its black, but just click play
I want to be about to do that so badly. So, so badly. I find her (your) movements and spirit and style and everything just so beautiful.
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This is not the life I want to be living.
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Something definitely feels off in the world. Something feels off kilter. And I don’t know how to fix it.
“By the time you swear you’re his,
Shivering and sighing,
And he vows his...”
– Dorothy Parker (via quote-book)
—> That’s entitled Unfortunate Coincidence. It’s one of my favorite poems by Ms. Parker. The other is News Item.
(via talkplaylove)
“I can’t believe I said it out loud. The truth doesn’t set you free, you know. It...”
– Melina Marchetta (via atomos)